kannamma- bursts in longing

emptiness inside me
wants to be filled
by being so close to you...
we become one
and every cell longs
for you
when our only interaction
you are casual with me...
how can i bear it?
i want to look
in your eyes
and you not to look away
because onlookers
i want to put my hands
on your cheek
hold your hands
kiss your poetic lips
and
sit silently with you
talk with you and
only with you
with no one to hear..
fall asleep beside you
and wake up to you..
and all these
will it ever be possible?
i can only steal your time
you will never be mine
and i know but
it hurts...
and i wonder..
i really wonder...
..